I grew up in a Christian home, then I stopped going to church and slowly starting losing faith. I started drinking(to forget) smoking, getting high and partying. I lost all faith couldn't believe how God coulf love someone like me someone who gave up hope . I started to wonder why God would do such as take the life of a small innocent child. I had lost all faith and have up on life why try anymore? I went to winterjam2012 in louisville Ky, my outlook on everything changed, I saw God was actually good. I know Im not the person I should be but I hope one day ill get there .