Need Some Prayer, Please...

Hey. I just wanted ya'll to know that I haven't been on in a week because I was grounded. I trust you all with what I have to say (Even though we've never meet haha) and I just wanted you all to know why I haven't been on. I would really, really appreciate it (If you're Christian) to pray for me and my family, that we'd get through what we're going through.
I'm in 8th grade, and I've been really depressed since 4th. I've been really, really mean and nasty to my parents and family because of it, and afterwards I feel so terrible about it and myself cuz I love them so much and have been patient and caring to me when I wasn't to them. It's been going on for YEARS now, and I just do the same terrible things over and over, never getting better, never really wanting to. ("Sometimes I don't wanna be better"…sound familiar?)
Everyone has a mean voice inside their heads that whispers evil in your conscience, and mine's on overdrive. It makes me feel so depressed, so discouraged, so much like I'll never get any better at being part of my 6-person family.
So last Sunday, when my emotions were too much to bear, I cut myself. Not deep, not enough to pour out blood but enough to feel pain. It made me feel good, and yet so horrible at the same time. I wanted to punish myself for punishing the ones I love needlessly.
My parents found out (Or rather I told them) and took me to a therapist-person and she's helping with my depression. I'm already getting better!
I just wanted you all to know, because I could really use some prayer, and
I've got some awesome friends here, too. ;)
Thanks for reading this…God bless!